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Why expose my weakness at all?His smell is so intoxicating, distorting my world.
Why is it that after a couple of weeks have passed,
I still crave the touch of his hand in mine...?
Time has been a cruel mistress to me.
I lost my will to continue on this road of life.
Why is it now, of all times, I'm not fine?
I miss being able to feel comfortable.
I feel nervous and more self-conscious than ever.
Even in a room full of people, I'm still alone.
All of this pain is because he said he wasn't ready.
Commitment wasn't what he truly asked for.
Weakness is a feeling I should never have shown.
Now is the time I need to hold myself together.
Why is it that I fell apart at the last moment?
I need to stop my actions from asking for trouble.
Every time I expose my feelings, I just get hurt.
After the emotional hell I keep going through,
I'll just keep to myself in my own personal bubble.
Dead Man's SwitchIn control, then not -
Sudden loss of grip.
Headlong to where?
Details lost, smudged, streaked.
Careening; no system of
No dead man's switch,
On a fast track -
With or without a god?
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